ただ抱き寄せて キスをしても 心まで奪えない
悪い遊びを教えてあげるよ 堕落の中で
Find my mind

そうさ蝶になって 夜を舞って 時を超え
闇を切り裂いて飛んでゆく
君は僕だけの花になって 咲いていて
零れてく蜜のような
愛をもっと感情でずっと 君をもっと感じたい






So they say you're trouble, boy
Just because you like to destroy
All the things that bring the idiots joy
Well what's wrong with a little destruction?

And the Kunst won't talk to you
Because you kissed St. Rollox adieu
Because you robbed a supermarket or two
Well who gives a damn about the prophets of Tesco?

Did I see you in a limousine
Flinging out the fish and the unleavened
Turn the rich into wine
As you walk on the mean
For the fallen are the virtuous among us
Walk among us
Never judge us
Yeah we're all...

Up now and get 'em, boy
Up now and get 'em, boy
Drink to the devil
DEATH TO THE DOCTORS

Did I see you in a limousine
Flinging out the fish and unleavened
Five thousand users fed today
Oh as you feed us
Won't you lead us
To be blessed

So we stole and drank champagne
On the seventh seal you said you never feel pain
"I never feel pain, won't you hit me again?"
"I need a bit of black and blue to be a Rotation"

In my blood I felt bubbles burst
There was a flash of fist, an eyebrow burst
You've a lazy laugh and a red white shirt
I fall to the floor fainting at the sight of blood

Did I see you in a limousine
Flinging out the fish and the unleavened
You turn the rich into wine
And walk on the mean
Be they Magdalen at Virgin you've already been
You've already been and we've already seen
That the fallen are the virtuous among us
Walk among us
Never judge us
To be blessed

So I'm sorry if I ever resisted
I never had a doubt that you ever existed
I only have a problem when people insist on
Taking their hate and placing it on your name

So they say you're troubled boy
Just because you like to destroy
You are the word, the word is DESTROY
I break this bottle and think of you fondly

Did I see you in a limousine
Flinging out the fish and the unleavened
To the whore in a hostel
Or the scum of a scheme
Turn the rich into wine
Walk on the mean
It's not a jag in the arm
It's a nail in the beam
On this barren earth
You scatter your seed
Be they Magdalen or Virgin
You've already been
You've already been,
And we've already seen
That the fallen are the virtuous among us
Walk among us
Oh if you judge us
We're all damned.



my favourite lyrics, ever.








TELL ME THIS IS UGLY, WHY DON'T YOU.

btw, i have an mos vip invite. i am so cool.





HAPPY


BIRTHDAY


SAMUEL.




yes. we miss you. btw the reason why i still have not called is because i am not alive right now. will do so in an hour's time, when you wake up haha. i hope the towels and socks arrived. i know it's summer but oh do not be an ingrate.




anyway, it kind of sucks that i don't like meatballs anymore.





hi excuse me but my favourite boy is kaito and he is 15 years old, forgive me.

in other news, someone is breaking my heart. YOU KNOW OR NOT. FUCK. hahaha shit i hate myself oh let me stop breathing right now thx.





please understand my brain. DON'T SHOUT AT ME CAN.

KUKU.





today was love, because ice cream + barrels + sw = good fun. barrels are no fun without you though, sam. COME HOME LA BITCH.

i ran 4km in 21 mins. after 6 months of complete sloth. i think i deserve oily food.

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GOKUSEN 2! HYUUGA <3<3<3





hclf got blog. hahahahaah. it is funny.





誕生日おめでとう、


浜屋君！


I LOVE YOU TIMES TEN MILLION.

(:





there is no truth.





thank god i managed to save my own ass. if i ever find out you fed me false tips on purpose, you're juice ok.

so much for that. i still owe the bastard $72. well at least it's not $350, so, bless humanity. it is amazing how i managed to amass $420 gross loss in one night, when i've never failed to make at least a $50 net profit during my heyday (heyday, ha). which is why i think he is CHEATING ME, THE LITTLE BITCH.

OWN BETS:
gross loss - $50
gross profit - $214
net profit - $164

BETS MADE ON HIS TIPS, MAINLY CHINESE AND JAPANESE LEAGUES, FUCK HIM:
gross loss - $320
gross profit - $84
net loss - $236

TOTAL NET LOSS: $72 FUCK YOU LAH.

i'd have been $164 richer today if i had just like maybe, mocked his small genitals and then blocked him when he asked me to fucking take tokyo fc and jubilo iwata. like, WHO THE FUCK IS JUBILO IWATA, PLS. but oh NO, i had to take them! and lose 50! yay! I DO NOT KNOW WHY, BUT THIS WENT ON FOR 7 MORE STUPID, STUPID BETS which included the likes of Wuhan Huanghelou and Shenzhen Kingway. like, kingway, hurhur, i bet on a kingway, hurhur, i have so much wisdom in me, hurhur.

oh no i couldn't just stick to european leagues i had to VENTURE. why do i do this to myself? ronaldinho's going to be so pissed off when he finds out i placed bets on a, er, tong xiao ming. this is what he's going to say to me: "oh you fat ugly senorita! eat tacos! eat many many tacos!" and then he'll step on my neck and shit on my face and shout "SI! LIFE IS SO SO GOODLY BEAUTIFUL! SI! SI!" and then he'll shit some more and i'll have to cry (because shit is smelly thus it makes me sad) oh yes.

hence, i'm now $72 poorer. for the 48930584905309th time this month, and the 958940389504896386958904689583948953094th (yes, it is good fun typing long numbers) time this life, i hate myself.

(this has got to be my most boring post ever, i'm sorry.)

and now the bitch asks me to place basketball bets. does he not want his testicles? i hate you lah.

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on a separate note, the following is the msn nickname of a former acquaintance:
MaYbE.OnE.DaY.YoU.CaN.viSiT.mY.CoNdO.oN.ThE.BiG.HiLL...yA.KnOw??....LiKe.90210

i do not understand humans.





thanks xh you made me make my first loss ever.

98 BUCKS.

i hate you.




AS A KEEPSAKE:

FC Tokyo v Omiya Ardija 0:3/4, win .83, SCORE 1-2 LOST FULL -$50
Jubilo Iwata v Nagoya Grampus Eight 0:3/4, win .9, SCORE 2-2 LOST FULL -$50
Total goals over 2.75, win .88, WON FULL +$44
Shenzhen v Qingdao 0:1/2, win .875, SCORE 1-0 WON FULL +$44
Total goals over 2.5, win .9, LOST FULL -$50
Hiroshima v Avispa Fukuoka Total goals over 2.5, win .9, LOST FULL -$50
Wuhan v Xiamen Total goals over 1.75, win .8, SCORE 1-1 WON HALF+$20


this will help me reminisce.

98 bucks, 98. i will not listen to stupid boys again. like dick***. save me fabian wherefore art thou.





fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
fuck
i am losing it PLEASE I CANNOT DO THIS FOR YOU.





i am still awake. this is disgusting. i hate myself.





i am awake. i hate japonais. my grades suck. i am also ravenous.

chelsea v blackburn no handicap. stop doing this to me already.