i do not give a fuck about most of the world. i do not have a conscience. i make cruel jokes and think cruel thoughts. i am crafty. i am dishonest. last of all, i got tar heart.

right then, i shall back to messing about with 29 year olds, alcohol, and perhaps shohei again. wonderful. i am spectacular at this. i am also, on the road to hell.

oh, the eloquence.

fuck.